Soooooo, this was probably one of the more boring new years eve i've ever had. I had no weed or beer AND both my roommates were in Kelowna for the holidays. so not only was i completely sober but also alone :(
On a more positive note, both of my roommates are coming back. They're also bringing back an old friend of theirs (Bob) who i've met a couple times and he seems like a pretty chill guy; if he's a friend of Kayla and Steve then he's a friend of mine too :)
What would a new years be without some resolutions...so here are mine
- Be more social - I dont' know what it is but for the last year or so I haven't really made any new friends, I talk to people in class and whatever but I havent' really made any friends I hang out with outside of school.
- Get my anxiety in check - To most people it probably seems like I don't really have any anxiety problems anymore, and up until recently it was true. I'm not sure what it is but a couple months ago it started to get really bad. I'm not sure what I'm gonna have to do to deal with it, but just leaving it is obviously not gonna help. As much as i hate taking any kinda of prescription pills, if i need to to take care of my anxiety then so be it; I'd rather take pills and feel normal then live in a semi-constant state of worry all the time...we'll see.
- Stop being a party pooper - This kinda fits in with my "being more social" resolution. I think I just need to be more outgoing in general and stop being so lazy. This also includes letting people take pictures of me which for some reason I've been very against for a while.
Now some good things that happened in 2008
- Moved to Victoria - I decided to move out of Kelowna which I think has helped me a lot. I dont' wanna go into too much detail; kelowna just had a lot of bad memories and people I wanted to get away from. I also super lucked out and moved in with 2 of the best people EVER.
- Went back to school - I finally took the jump to go back to school. I felt like I was just wasting time doing "whatever" jobs...just kinda on autopilot. Even though I didn't do overly well in my first semester, I think I have a bit of leeway having been outta school for 3 years :P
- Quit Smoking - I finally managed to quit smoking. Obviously it's an ongoing battle, but it's been just over 4 weeks since my last smoke so it's lookin pretty good.
I'm really looking forward to 2009, I don't want to jinx anything so I don't wanna say what I'm excited about in particular but i think it's gonna be a fantabulous year.
I will say that I'm super stoked to goto Shambhala 2009. I've never been and I'm gonna be goin with one of my favorite people in the world!